This is my new hair in its natural state (no blow-drying or product or what have you). Looks like I caught a ghost in this picture too.
I feel like we’re all just walking around on balloons
We’re all just a 1990s PC game
Sometimes I forget what I look like without glasses on. My eyes seem soooooo tiny.
It’s 1:45am and all I want to do is eat Cheerios
I basically slept all day for no reason.
What is wrong with me.
“Man I’m feeling depressed today—oh, good thing I have these Jolly Ranchers.”
A real thought I had.
OKAY HERE IS A LIST OF MY HEALTH PROBLEMS
- Asthma
- Allergies to: pretty much everything that grows outside, to the extent where I occasionally go into anaphylaxis; dogs; cats; a smattering of medications; mold (extremely severe); heavy cleaners; some as-yet unidentified chemicals; and probably more things I don’t even know about yet
- General sensitivity to lots of chemicals/processed foods
- Depression (been on meds for many many years)
- Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (this was brought on by a strep infection years ago and is mostly gone, though I do still have some tendencies)
- Non-24-Hour Sleep/Wake Syndrome
- Frequent bloody noses (had it cauterized several times)
- Dry eye
- Acid Reflux/GERD (I’m not even sure what the issue is. My insides are wicked chewed up is all. I probably have an ulcer. I’ll find out soon.)
- Unidentified chronic muscle tension/pain in my upper back, shoulders, neck, and arms (Been to a Children’s hospital. They have no idea and just did stuff like physical therapy to help me deal with it)
- Migraines (sporadic, but getting worse lately)
- Moderate acne that I can’t seem to shake
Def. not looking for pity here; it’s just helpful to write out all of this from time to time.
I feel like shit and have since like six this morning. Ugh. I hate my body. It’s always breaking and one day is just gonna fall apart
I should make it clear: I haven’t watched the Oscars. I’ve always hated MacFarlane’s work and he doesn’t seem like a great guy to me.
